Whats going on in my life.

Yeah, im pretty sure you all dont really want to know, or dont care to know what is going on in my life right now, but.... i'll tell you anyway.

My uncle Died Friday morning. yeah its a tragedy, but yet, I still cant get his death around my mind. I can still hear his voice in my head.
His name was Frank Schwalkopf, my moms brother, he worked for FedEx as a driver for their company.

He died because when he was guiding and hooking up his trailer to his other trailer "duel trailers" Another trailers brakes gave way and jack knifed, pinning him to the other trailer. Investigates still have not found out how long he was there pinned between the two trailers before he actually died. the trailers were fedex trailers, he was on the shipping yard in phoenix arizona.

I have a wedding to go to tuesday, yeah, kinda sux going to a wedding right after a family member dies. Im the Usher, and DJ.

so, thats basically what is going on in my life. it SUX doesnt it?

yea i know how u feel my sister died the day i was gunna go hang out with her... i found out she is out of state and hedding to the emergency room and she died a couple hours later... i had to create the memorial slide show for the funeral and video tape it all and keep everyone else calm... shit sucks

Sorry to hear that darkone, sounds like you have been going through a lot. And don't think that we don't care.

R3Z is a family. At least the core members are.

Yeah, i understand, its just hard for me right now, he was my closest uncle to hang out with, actually, he was the only one i would hang out with, cuz he guided me through the good times, and the bad. I have to create the slide show and music, and everything else, and resite a poem that i wrote for him for his memorial. I'll post up the poem that i wrote for him, its short but straight to the point.

We are here for ya buddy, we look forward to reading to poem : )

Well, here it is... My poem, its not that great, but, if you have any suggestoins, just let me know, its like one of those raise your drink and say cheers at the end. anyway here is the poem:

Here is for the good times, we have always had.
Here is for the bad times, you've helped me in the past.
Here is for the fun times, we have always had.
Here is for the memories, you left me with will last.
Here is To you uncle Frank. Your the best uncle I have ever had.

Thats good dude im sure everybody will like it.

='[ Touching

My abuelito(grandpa) hase been in the hospital for 3 months now,he had a massive stroke,we thought he was ok because he's died like 7 times from heart attacks but came back every single time,so we thought he'd snap out of this stroke,but it ends up that this stroke fucked him up,his kidneys shut down and his liver is shutting down,he's a gonner,but his last wishes were to keep him goin he wanted to go kicking and fighting till the end(he cant speak now),we have him on dyalisys,he's going to die its just a slow death now,its just a matter of time.

I was the closest to him,he told me i was his favorite grandson,i'm going to mis him i already do still waiting on those last minutes.

Tomorrow my abuelito will be put off the dialysis,no blood flow,if dialysis continues he will die painfully he will be basically a popping water balloon and at best he'd be dead in 3 days,so we're going to make his last day tomorrow (9/2/10) peaceful,since he's going anyways... so i won't be on for maybe 3 days.

damn good luck frank...

R.I.P GRANDPA
11:30AM 9/2/2010

Im sorry about your loss Frank, My condulences to you, and your family.

Im so sorry buddy
my condulences to you and your family as well